Tenkuu sat on the couch watching her mothers favorite tv show. The Love and the Loveless. It was a very dramatic tv show and she wished she'd had more time with her mother to watch it. But that was all over. Sighing she watched in silence. This no longer felt like home. She wished she could run from all this pain but it wouldn't cease to exist no matter how far she ran. It'd always be there, haunting her.
Starring at the ceiling she wondered where Sukai was. She'd fixed something for him to eat and everything, but he wasn't even there. Sighing again she closed her eyes. "Why mom, why didn't I stop your death?" She asked silently. Raising her arm into the air she let it drop back onto the couch and began to cry. "It's not far, nothing's the same without you. No one comes around anymore, no one ever speaks, the Stealth is death! And it's all your fault. You should have let him die that day, but you were too nice," she cried out. "It shouldn've been you, why'd it have to end like this."
She stood up and walked into the kitchen. "Me and Sukai were motherless from the beginning and now we're alone again!" She slammed her hand on the counter. "I can't do this anymore, i just can't." She cried as she slid to the floor tears streaming down her cheeks. "I can't handle this anymore, it's not a home anymore. It's just a reminder of your death, of all the things we've lost."
Wipping her face she thougt about all the good times she'd had with Jaymaru but the sight of her dying kept interrupting and all the things she'd left behind. Her real kids Jay and Sky, her adoopted kids Tenkuu and Sukai, even her brother Rumiko, her grandchild Kai. She'd left so much, she didn't even think about them before she risked her life. Before she threw it away!
Tenkuu continued to sob even after someone knocked on the door and knocked somemore until they opened the door. She counld't hear much after that over her constant sobs of pain, hate, and lonelyness.