Um, I'll give it a try....I guess, but only for the older xantrex.
How he really is:
Tribal Ink- Refugee
Release me from a world unkind
A world where the blind is leading the blind
It's so unfair that i can't feel free
That i have to be what you want me to be
Shadows of the past keep stabbing my back
Reminding me of when i slipped out of track
They're wasting their time another morning dawning
And time when the restless keeps on joining
How he sees himself:
Linkin Park- Crawling
Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Distracting, reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
It's haunting how I can't seem...
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(Without a sense of confidence I�m convinced that there�s just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
So insecure